i'm doing better than i though but for what reason? my mother just loves me so much that she has to publicly insult me every time we go anywhere together.

sleep the clock around

this week is becoming silent sunday and i've come to realize all the things that are going on. life has opened it's self to me and i've got it. i'm gonna shout. like it's nobody's business. i got an a on my andy paper. he would have loved it.

listening to your piano heart making sounds that only i can hear... i try to sing it back but i forget the words. you'll forgive me though, won't you? it's like dancing in the forest, the green swallows me up and i become a faerie. my proverbial wings of wisdom delicately shimmer on my shoulders. i have to be careful not to break them off while i play my flute, or you might not want me any more because i'm not everything you've never had, only what you didn't want.

i wanna be a lion. everybody wants to pass as cats. we all wanna be big big stars, but we got different reasons for that. believe in me, cause i don't believe in anything and i wanna be someone who believes.